This text is the
result of my long years of effort, learning to
pray in the Eastern Orthodox Church[1],
seeking to understand why in the modern EOC
only the so-called “non-emotional,
dispassionate” way of a prayer is considered to
be correct while all other forms of prayer are
labelled as “spiritual delusion”. The query was
conducted in order to find the solution for the
persistent problems experienced while practicing
the “correct” way prayer. Unexpectedly, the
wholly practical question of private prayer
appeared to be a string which, being pulled up,
brought to the surface numerous formidable
subjects attached to it, like the Christological
debates in the Early Church, the doctrine of
uncreated light by St Gregory Palamas and his
followers, the deterioration of Eucharistic
practice in the modern EOC etc. Such a great
“catch” is probably not as surprising after all
considering that private prayer, the
Christological dogmas, mystical experiences and
Eucharistic customs are all expressions of
our relationship with the Person of Jesus
Christ– something I did not perceive before
then.
“I am the Way; I am
Truth and Life. No one can come to the Father
except through Me”[2];
it is my conviction which grows only stronger
with a time that it is impossible to be a
Christian without constantly being pulled by
Christ up to Himself, out of the “Old Testament
man” which is ever-resisting. Therefore a
Christian has no choice but to have a personal
relationship with Jesus Christ. Everything in
this paper is driven by this realisation and by
the urge to overcome the obstacles which prevent
a common believer in the EOC from developing
that relationship.
Christian theology
is discussed here only as much and only in a way
that it affects the spiritual life of a common
Christian believer. For this reason I am not
providing an academic analysis of various ideas
or doctrines but write about them simply as they
are usually presented to/ experienced by a
common person in todays’ EOC.
The discourse is the
literal record of my search, edited only
slightly.
How Jesus Christ is presented in
the prevalent practice of the Eastern Orthodox
Church
My starting point is my own experience of the modern EOC both in ROC MP[3] and in local churches under the jurisdiction of the Ecumenical Patriarchate. Everything here is considered through the need as a Christian, to relate to Christ, the Son of Man and the Son of God as a person to the Person, to encounter Him as the reality here and now.
My starting point is my own experience of the modern EOC both in ROC MP[3] and in local churches under the jurisdiction of the Ecumenical Patriarchate. Everything here is considered through the need as a Christian, to relate to Christ, the Son of Man and the Son of God as a person to the Person, to encounter Him as the reality here and now.
Everywhere in the churches there are numerous icons of the saints and Theotokos. A few icons of Christ, typically of Pantokrator (‘Christ the Almighty’) who is often depicted as much less approachable than on the earlier prototypes, usually do not stand out from this busy background. The Crucifixion, as a rule, is represented in a detached way achieved by combining crucifixion with resurrection, the glory of the resurrection already being emotionally present there because “Christ cannot be treated just as a man on the cross”. A quite painless, serene execution renders it close to impossible to connect with the suffering Christ. The same dichotomy of “crucifixion – resurrection” is present in the hymns during the Passion Week, for example “Do not cry over me Mother seeing me in the tomb …” sung on Great Friday, “… Him Whom You immaculately conceived, your Son: I will rise and will be glorified and will ascend in glory for ever as God…” It is very theological, very “spiritual” = metaphysical but not “soulful” = personal i.e. it does not stir/ even denies human emotions and feelings as a normal response to an immediate awful event. There is an attempt to live in eternity now, to experience the passion and resurrection together, this very moment, “minus” and “plus” simultaneously. The emotional result of relating to Christ the Person on the Cross and with Christ the Person Resurrected in Glory simultaneously is “zero”. It is, as I see it, the product of a proud human mind which is trying to do something only God can – perceive and experience the separate events in eternity in all their totality and fullness. It is the attempt to “jump over the emotions/ feelings = the soul” to the realm of pure spirit, from the “Old Testament’ man” to the “pure spirit”, God the Father, ignoring the bridge between. It is actually the jump over the Incarnated Christ who assumed all the totality of a human psyche including emotions and feelings, the act of exceeding arrogance and pride which in the dominant teachings of the modern EOC is paradoxically presented as the utmost humility as “we human too vile to dare to feel compassion for God, our compassion is an offence to Him.”
Without any desire to speculate about what exactly Our Lord felt on the cross I will say that anyone who read the Gospels cannot deny that he suffered terribly in Gethsemane and suffered fully as a human (as for Him suffering as God I simply do not dare to speculate), to the point that he needed human company while praying and was very hurt and bitter when His disciples repeatedly failed Him. I also think that the redemption understood as taking all human rot and bringing it though the cross into the resurrection means that Our Lord must experience, as a fully human, every minute of His passion as a separate one without having sensible consolation in the future resurrection. His prayer for the Cup to pass by Him points to that direction. If it is so then bypassing the emotional connection with the suffering and dying for us Christ appears to be a cold denial of human nature, both of Christ and ours. It is so contrary to a normal human psyche that it looks like a learnt automatic mode of relating, perhaps a product some unconscious aberration which became a tradition which is taken for a granted.
The Orthodox Liturgy, with its beauty and opulence (the hymns are the dogmas adorned by jewels) literally poured onto a believer, communicates the sense of the Divine presence, of God Who is grand and beyond imagination albeit defined by exceedingly dogmatic hymns and prayers. Saying this, it presents to a believer who wants to address God as He is manifested in the Person of Jesus Christ, with almost insurmountable obstacles.
The reading of the
Scriptures is conducted in a non-spoken language
(Church Slavonic/ Liturgical Greek) thus a
common believer can understand them only barely
at the best, mostly not at all. Thus the Gospels
which are the portrait of Christ are not
perceived and His words are not heard. His
Personality as it was manifested during His life
on earth (i.e. in the most accessible for us
form), so as His manner of relating to others
(to us, humans), remains hidden.
The very centre of the Christian life, the Eucharist is entirely hidden from all non-clergy behind the iconostasis. The Eucharistic prayers are not said aloud and the laity does not hear/ understand them. When the moment of communion comes it is the communion with an abstract Christ – unseen, unheard, unrelated to. More often than not a common Orthodox believer suddenly encounters Him, dare I say, as “something in the Cup, something that is necessary and very important”. In fact, so important that one cannot partake during every Eucharist but (in the ROC MP) must confess beforehand every time. By no means do I wish to say that that in the Cup is treated without respect. No – while a believer receives the Body and Blood from the priest his helpers spread the cloth in case of an accident and then wipe a person’s lips. But, at the same time, the same people who receive communion would casually chat in a queue to the Cup; they would also chat during the Anaphora. To me it looks like communion is regarded and received as if it is some kind of “potion”, a very precious substance which must not be dropped but it is not being related to as it is Jesus Christ. Only this fact I think can explain the indifference and even disregard of many modern Orthodox to what happens during the Anaphora, up to the non-infrequent practice of collecting the money during that very time.
The very centre of the Christian life, the Eucharist is entirely hidden from all non-clergy behind the iconostasis. The Eucharistic prayers are not said aloud and the laity does not hear/ understand them. When the moment of communion comes it is the communion with an abstract Christ – unseen, unheard, unrelated to. More often than not a common Orthodox believer suddenly encounters Him, dare I say, as “something in the Cup, something that is necessary and very important”. In fact, so important that one cannot partake during every Eucharist but (in the ROC MP) must confess beforehand every time. By no means do I wish to say that that in the Cup is treated without respect. No – while a believer receives the Body and Blood from the priest his helpers spread the cloth in case of an accident and then wipe a person’s lips. But, at the same time, the same people who receive communion would casually chat in a queue to the Cup; they would also chat during the Anaphora. To me it looks like communion is regarded and received as if it is some kind of “potion”, a very precious substance which must not be dropped but it is not being related to as it is Jesus Christ. Only this fact I think can explain the indifference and even disregard of many modern Orthodox to what happens during the Anaphora, up to the non-infrequent practice of collecting the money during that very time.
I mentioned before
the wide-spread notion, that it is inappropriate
to feel compassion for Christ because He is God.
Then perhaps it can explain all this: we do not
feel the pain while looking at the Crucifixion
because He is God; we are perfectly fine with
the practice of a rare communion for the laity
because we do not perceive that in communion He
unites Himself with each of us personally – He
is too far from us; we do not perceive that it
is an offence to collect money during the
Anaphora and chat casually on our way to the Cup
because we do not perceive Him being sacrificed
before of us, waiting for each of us… in the
Cup. It is not Christ the Person, it is just… we
do not know what it is. How can a non-person be
offended? Such an attitude is supported by the
idea of God as the remote God the Father and the
similarly remote Son sitting on His right
looking down. It is the attitude of children, of
the psyche which refuses to grow up, to see in
the Cup with Holy Communion, the Person = the
Son of God = God Almighty who willingly placed
Himself there in the action of extreme kenosis.
A typical serious neophyte usually is not satisfied with just the Liturgies, confessions and infrequent communion and wants some ascetic practise. He has a vague desire for “something”, some zeal to do, to obtain something etc. (this is, I now believe, the instinctive thirst for Christ). Usually he will be told that the meaning of the Christian life is to fight one’s own passions and to purify oneself from sins: what is going to be then is not defined. The tools are the elaborate, often extreme, fasts and the set of vocal prayers. A strange thing is happening here: a person is given the tools but it is not said for which final purpose he is supposed to labour – instead it is highlighted that “it is not enough all this life for purification from the sins”. I agree with this; I even expand that if it is so than I am not prepared to labour just for the sake of purification – and in any case, I am not prepared to do this because I know now that it is impossible to purify myself even if I live for ever. I am far too rotten. No wonder then that far too many (including me) would first enthusiastically engage in “self-purification” and then, in a few years, burn out, often becoming worse individuals than before.
A typical serious neophyte usually is not satisfied with just the Liturgies, confessions and infrequent communion and wants some ascetic practise. He has a vague desire for “something”, some zeal to do, to obtain something etc. (this is, I now believe, the instinctive thirst for Christ). Usually he will be told that the meaning of the Christian life is to fight one’s own passions and to purify oneself from sins: what is going to be then is not defined. The tools are the elaborate, often extreme, fasts and the set of vocal prayers. A strange thing is happening here: a person is given the tools but it is not said for which final purpose he is supposed to labour – instead it is highlighted that “it is not enough all this life for purification from the sins”. I agree with this; I even expand that if it is so than I am not prepared to labour just for the sake of purification – and in any case, I am not prepared to do this because I know now that it is impossible to purify myself even if I live for ever. I am far too rotten. No wonder then that far too many (including me) would first enthusiastically engage in “self-purification” and then, in a few years, burn out, often becoming worse individuals than before.
This asceticism for
the sake of asceticism matches the Liturgical
life I have witnessed in the modern EOC. Christ
is hidden in the church and not present in
private spiritual life. It would be indeed
illogical if during the Liturgy the Church was
shouting about Him “Jesus Christ the Saviour is
here and now, even in the Cup” – and then would
recommend the believers to engage in the acts of
self-salvation (actually, the Russian verb used
to define the effort of self-purification is
“spasat’sya”, that is “to save oneself”). The
fact that a neophyte is ripe for the beginning
of their relationship with Christ, that they
have to fast, pray, fight with sins and passions
for the sole reason of being with Christ here
and now, living with Christ, that the task
of a neophyte is to surrender to Christ so He
would be able to lead him/ her to Himself is
never stated. Never! – Because as it is commonly
said it is “obscene, offensive” to think that
such a vile creature as a common believer can
“be lead, let alone to be with Christ”
(that such a vile creature is united with Him in
the Eucharist is not remembered – perhaps
because the communion is perceived
impersonally). So what is more humble then, to
reject the possibility of being with Christ now
and labour endlessly in heroic attempts to
purify oneself or to admit that I cannot change
oneself for inch without having Him with me
despite my vileness?
Lastly, there is
‘the Jesus Prayer’ and hesychasm. This is the
practice which many neophytes, dissatisfied with
the regular asceticism, would become greatly
interested in. During all my time in the modern
EOC I have never been told the obvious thing
that this prayer is about placing oneself before
Christ. The points, usually made about ‘the
Jesus Prayer’, are: 1) it is good for the memory
of God; 2) this prayer is particularly good for
the fight with the passions; 3) the name of
Jesus Christ is sanctifying. Whatever else I
came across I have never heard anything said
about ‘the Jesus Prayer’ in a connection with
the Person of Jesus Christ, for example that it
is an expression of the desire to come closer to
Him and the request of Him to come closer to me.
Nobody ever told me that this prayer may give me
love for God or more sense of Christ the Person.
The practice appeared to be detached and done
for the sake of “self-purification” only.
“The method of
Hesychastic prayer is aptly described by Father
George Papademetriou [Professor of Theology] as
follows:
“Hesychasm is a mysticism in which through spiritual exercises and in quietness the mystic attains the vision of the divine light and the glory of God. It is the vision, not of the ‘essence’ of God, but His presence and activity, His ‘energies.’ This is in contrast to the Oriental mysticism of complete absorption of the self in the union with the divine essence. Also, it is in contrast to the Occidental sensual mysticism where the mystic is united carnally to Christ. ...The Hesychastic movement advocated a mysticism which was possible through hesychia. The monastic Chrysostomos orders of Mount Athos practiced the hesychastic method to attain the vision of the ‘uncreated light’ and eternal beatitude. ...Mystics...emphasized the method of contemplation in hesychia, wherein one sits concentrating his mind in his heart, the centre of the soul, while repeating the Jesus Prayer: ‘Lord, Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me a sinner.’”[4]
I have heard similar descriptions before, over the years in the EOC; it is an accepted definition of the method. Several things are problematic for me here though. First is “the Occidental sensual mysticism where the mystic is united carnally to Christ” because I do not understand what “united carnally to Christ” means. Even if the author means “bodily” it still means that a mystic is united with Christ as with God because Christ cannot be divided into “just a man” and “only God”. Thus a supposed Occidental mystic is united with Christ as totality, Man and God, and not “carnally”. I hope though that the author did not mean “the union with Christ in flesh” but meant by “carnal” the realm of psyche: emotions, feelings, instinctive urges. I assume it is so because it fits the EO claim, that the EO mysticism is superior because it is not “about the soul but about the pure spirit, passionless”. The second problematic thing is the impersonal character of the process despite the fact that the mystic uses the name of Jesus Christ in his prayer. Lastly, “the vision of the ‘uncreated light’ and eternal beatitude” appear to be treated as not purely a gift of God but as something that a mystic attains by his own effort. Primitively speaking, there is too much talk of impersonal exercise and the vision as its reward and too little or even zero – of the Personal God. This creates an impression that the Saviour is moved from the centre of consideration which is now occupied by the mystic himself.
Hence I conclude, not without being stunned with this discovery, that the prevalent spiritual practice in the EOC, communal and private, for some enigmatic reason is not Christocentric. Apart from shifting focus from Christ to elsewhere no one[5], so to speak, speaks aloud about Jesus Christ as the very centre of the life of a common Christian and the necessity of having a personal relationship with Him which must be obtained by all cost, just like that precious pearl to obtain which a merchant sold everything. Since Our Lord is the Person the relationship with Him means relating to Him as the real Person, here and now, experientially, in the Eucharist and privately; to Him – not just to the set of ideas about Him or via someone else.
“Hesychasm is a mysticism in which through spiritual exercises and in quietness the mystic attains the vision of the divine light and the glory of God. It is the vision, not of the ‘essence’ of God, but His presence and activity, His ‘energies.’ This is in contrast to the Oriental mysticism of complete absorption of the self in the union with the divine essence. Also, it is in contrast to the Occidental sensual mysticism where the mystic is united carnally to Christ. ...The Hesychastic movement advocated a mysticism which was possible through hesychia. The monastic Chrysostomos orders of Mount Athos practiced the hesychastic method to attain the vision of the ‘uncreated light’ and eternal beatitude. ...Mystics...emphasized the method of contemplation in hesychia, wherein one sits concentrating his mind in his heart, the centre of the soul, while repeating the Jesus Prayer: ‘Lord, Jesus Christ, Son of God, have mercy on me a sinner.’”[4]
I have heard similar descriptions before, over the years in the EOC; it is an accepted definition of the method. Several things are problematic for me here though. First is “the Occidental sensual mysticism where the mystic is united carnally to Christ” because I do not understand what “united carnally to Christ” means. Even if the author means “bodily” it still means that a mystic is united with Christ as with God because Christ cannot be divided into “just a man” and “only God”. Thus a supposed Occidental mystic is united with Christ as totality, Man and God, and not “carnally”. I hope though that the author did not mean “the union with Christ in flesh” but meant by “carnal” the realm of psyche: emotions, feelings, instinctive urges. I assume it is so because it fits the EO claim, that the EO mysticism is superior because it is not “about the soul but about the pure spirit, passionless”. The second problematic thing is the impersonal character of the process despite the fact that the mystic uses the name of Jesus Christ in his prayer. Lastly, “the vision of the ‘uncreated light’ and eternal beatitude” appear to be treated as not purely a gift of God but as something that a mystic attains by his own effort. Primitively speaking, there is too much talk of impersonal exercise and the vision as its reward and too little or even zero – of the Personal God. This creates an impression that the Saviour is moved from the centre of consideration which is now occupied by the mystic himself.
Hence I conclude, not without being stunned with this discovery, that the prevalent spiritual practice in the EOC, communal and private, for some enigmatic reason is not Christocentric. Apart from shifting focus from Christ to elsewhere no one[5], so to speak, speaks aloud about Jesus Christ as the very centre of the life of a common Christian and the necessity of having a personal relationship with Him which must be obtained by all cost, just like that precious pearl to obtain which a merchant sold everything. Since Our Lord is the Person the relationship with Him means relating to Him as the real Person, here and now, experientially, in the Eucharist and privately; to Him – not just to the set of ideas about Him or via someone else.
“Soulful” versus
“spiritual” prayer and Christian anthropology
I think almost every
Orthodox has heard the phrase “Catholics have
“dushevnoe” (literally translated as “of the
soul” that is “of the psyche”) prayer but we
Orthodox have spiritual prayer” at least once.
“Soulful” here means “emotional, with feelings,
passionate” and therefore inferior. “Spiritual”
means “non-emotional, without feelings,
dispassionate” (it occurred to me while I am
typing this that an exception is made for the
feeling of repentance). According to the
prevalent modern EOC view, all “dushevnoe” = “of
the psyche” and “passions” have no place in
spiritual life and prayer must be non-emotional,
non-felt, dispassionate: this teaching is of
Church Fathers.
Actually, this
teaching is not of the Church Fathers.
Unfortunately, I have spent years without
addressing the relevant books; when I did I was
stunned. The Church Fathers spoke not about
vanquishing the passions but about transforming,
reordering and using them in the correct way.
Passions are the moving energy of the soul. The
word “apathea” translated to Russian as
“passionless-ness” did not mean apathy, a state
of not feeling or being an emotionless corpse,
but rather a well-ordered human psyche steadily
moving towards God. It boils down to the
following: all the impulses, passions, emotions,
feelings which help to move a person towards God
are good; all those which turn a person away
from God are bad. Thus “dushevnoe” = “of the
psyche” must be transformed to help the highest
part, the spirit, to move steadily towards God.
This could not be
otherwise I believe. For the first few centuries
after the Incarnation of the Christ the Church
has been discussing only Jesus Christ, His
divine and human natures and their relationship
between each other. Consequentially, they were
building up the Christian anthropology: each new
Christological dogma/ idea would change their
understanding of a human being. The rejection of
Manicheism for example meant that the human
being as it is created by God is good as a
total, not just his spirit/ soul but his body as
well. Christ was understood by them as both
perfect human and God. Therefore, if they
recognized in Christ the perfect Man the
fullness of human nature including feelings and
emotions and passions (with a full spectrum,
including the ability to suffer) they could
never deny the goodness and necessity of the
emotions and feelings (not in their corrupted
state but as they were intended by God) and
consequentially they could not deny their place
in prayer and ascetic practice. It would be very
strange indeed to demand to vanquish all the
passions/ emotions/ feelings while trying to
climb up to the very ideal, Christ in whom all
those aspects of humanity are present.
It is necessary to
say that during that time in the life of the
Church the Eucharist was not obscured and the
faithful communed every time they were present
on the Liturgy. What is known about the
practices of the Ancient Church confirms that
just as the first Church Counsels were
Christocentric so as the Church life, from each
member to the congregation as a whole. The
Councils thus would deal with issues which were
of the utmost importance to every Christian.
Finally, the life when each believer was a
potential martyr meant that Christians had
personal relationships with Our Lord. It is hard
to imagine how one could endure without it. The
theology and the spiritual practice of the
Ancient Church were based on the experience of
Christ and was pushed, propelled and verified by
it (together with the Scriptures). It is very
alive, full-blooded, very healthy and not at all
reductionist unlike the “soulful versus
spiritual” duality described above.
How then did it
happen that the anthropology which sees in Jesus
Christ the perfect Man (with a whole spectrum of
“dushevnoe” = “of the psyche”), its
inexhaustible ideal, could change into the
modern teaching which proposes to cut most of
the psyche off, at least for the truly Christian
spiritual practise, that is to relate to Christ,
who has emotions, without them? I am not
claiming that I know this for sure, I only have
some thoughts which to me appear to be worthy of
considering.
St Gregory Palamas
and the modern Palamists
My knowledge of the
teaching of St Gregory Palamas does not go much
further than his “Triada” with their
famous distinction between God’s essence and
God’s energy, namely that God’s essence is
impossible to know and God’s energy is possible
to see, experience and know by those who follow
the path of Hesichasm. I also know that his
doctrine was presented as an attempt to make God
more accessible. Maybe it did, in that
historical setting; I do not know. The only
thing I know is my immediate reaction to the
promise of seeing the uncreated energies that I
perceived as something impersonal is: “What for?
– I want God Himself, not his energia!” I
want to commune with God, to speak to Him, to be
with Him. I want the relationship of one person
to another, not just contemplating something
that is the energy of God.” I doubt that the
apostles would be glad if on the Mt Tabor they
were only able to see the white light of
Transfiguration but not the Person of Christ who
suddenly disappeared.
As with everything
else here, I consider the doctrine of the
uncreated energies from the angle of its
influence on the daily spiritual life of a
common believer; I am not interested in
discussing its correctness/ incorrectness
abstractly. It may look unlikely at first that
the doctrine in its pure form as St Gregory
formulated it affects the spiritual life of a
common believer in any way. Indeed, it is hard
to imagine someone thinking about the uncreated
energies during their daily prayers. I think
however that the doctrine had the seed or the
possibility of an impersonal attitude to God and
this possibility was taken and developed by its
followers into a non-Christocentric ascetic
system. A modern EO believer is very affected by
this off-shot of the doctrine of the Saint.
“The seed of the impersonal approach” lies not
in intellectual speculations about God’s essence
and energies but in their emotional or even
unconscious impact. An emotional mind
perceives the words “a believer can only
experience God’s energies which are not God’s
essence” as “there is something between me and
God, something impersonal, I cannot reach God
the Person”. The “essence” is perceived as the
“Person”; personhood is indeed the essential
“part” of being a human and also of the Triune
God and we need it to relate to God. This
comparison may help you to feel it: what use for
a lover would it be to experience the warmth of
the body of his beloved without feeling her
personal presence? It is a very unintellectual
example but we are not purely intellectual, we
are total beings and relate to the world and God
in all our totality including our “passions” and
here the passion is to connect, to be loved and
to love. A lover can never be satisfied with the
traces of the beloved, especially traces which
are not directed at him personally. Any
explanations that to relate via experiencing the
traces is good and noble and all one can have
would cause in any lover very legitimate anger
and despair.
All this said, I do
not think that this seed of the impersonal began
affecting believers immediately after the
doctrine was recognized by the EOC and its
opponents declared anathema. It probably began
affecting others widely some centuries after,
after it was developed by monastic practitioners
on Athos where it originated. It is an extremely
severe ascetic discipline of obtaining the
passionless state for the sake of contemplating
the uncreated energies which is theosis.
Two things strike me here: the purpose of the
labour is seeing something other than God the
Person but a manifestation which the mystics of
the Early Church and in the later Roman Catholic
(RC) church strongly advise not to become fixed
upon because a person must want God only and for
the sake of God only. (In fact, there is a story
exactly about it, of Evagrios and several other
monks spending weeks crossing the desert for the
purpose of asking St Makarios the Great about
the nature of the light they observed while
praying, whether it was the light of God or the
activity of their own souls. St Makarios
answered “Who can tell?” and that was it.) Next,
theosis here is described not as a progressive
loving union with Christ the Bridegroom of the
soul but as union with God “in general”, quite
impersonal; the “mad” desire for God (which is
possible only if God is perceived as the Person)
typical among other mystics is also absent. It
is not difficult to perceive how those
principals are reflected in the spiritual
practice of a common EO believer. The “plus”,
the uncreated light is absent of course because
it is only for monastics (this may explain the
wide-spread conviction that only monastics can
aspire to the ideal of the Christian life) but
the “minuses” like no desire of personal
relationship with Christ is present as is the
fear of any “feelings and emotions” in a prayer,
these two are necessarily connected.
I hold the view that
the doctrine of the uncreated energies is an
intellectual exercise. Speaking in a
deliberately unsophisticated, “applied” manner,
if those energies are not God then they are
not to be desired; if they are God then why to
define them at all creating an additional
psychological “obstacle” for relating to God Who
is simple, One, Three Persons in One. In my
opinion, St Gregory had the mystical experience
and taught according to it and some found his
teaching beneficial – and this is all of it.
There has been and always will be a variety of
mystical experiences within the Church; they can
only be evaluated broadly as legitimally
Christian – if they do not contradict the
Scriptures and Tradition or not legitimally
Christian – if they do. An example: the
experience of Christ by Blessed Angela of
Foligno in her vision of His eyes appeared in
the Host is legitimately Christian because it
does not contradict Christology and because it
reinforces the Church’s dogma of the real
presence of Jesus Christ in the communion; it is
also not unique but one among the multitude of
the similar Eucharistic visions recorded in the
Church. The vision of light described by St
Gregory Palamas is in line with the visions of
the light described in the Scriptures and
observed by saints and mystics of the Church.
The experience of God is a very intimate thing
which usually, being put in words, makes no
sense to the majority of others because the
outsiders are unable to experience what the
mystic did – until God grants them their own
experience. Experience should be tested against
Tradition and Scripture; however no one should
rush to condemn another’s experience without
first patiently seeking to understand it. Nor
should anyone seek to place their own experience
at the centre of universal doctrine, something
that is presented to others as the only
“correct” way of Christian ascetic life, the
only “correct” way of coming into communion with
God.
This I believe
happened with the experience of St Gregory
Palamas. I cannot explain otherwise the fact of
militant intolerance to any other kind of
mystical experience, or way of a prayer, or
ascetics which began steadily growing in the EOC
post-Palamas.
This is also the time of the crumbling Byzantine
Empire and the aftermath of the Schism. I do not
know whether their contempt for the “Latins”
pushed the Orthodox towards developing their
“soulless” way of a prayer, along the lines of
“they pray with passion – so we will pray
without it” or if it is the fruit of “the seed
of the impersonal” in the Palamist doctrine.
What is really bad, for a common EO[6]
and even RC[7]
believer is that the name of St Gregory Palamas
is forever made into a banner of
anti-Catholicism and anti-Westernism. In
practise it means that anyone who criticizes his
doctrine and spiritual practise/ dissatisfied
with the “soulless” prayer is immediately
labelled as anti-Orthodox, a “papist” who denies
the teaching of the Church Fathers (for the RC
it means that they are very reluctant to learn
anything positive from the EOC). Nevertheless, I
am going to continue showing that the return to
the “soulful prayer” and to the “love the Lord
your God with all your heart, with all your
soul, with all your strength, and with all your
mind”[8]
is the return to the Scriptures, Jesus Christ
and the Church Fathers, not to Roman Catholics.
It is very important
to understand that the modern Eastern Orthodox
believer is dealing with a set of convictions
and rules which went quiet far from their
origin, the Palamism; they now have an existence
of their own and are treated as an
unquestionable dogma in themselves:
- the monastic life is the only way to match the Christian ideal;
- real prayer must be passionless and non-emotional;
- spiritual life is about repentance and fasting singularly for the sake of purifying oneself from sins;
- only the “perfect” = those totally pure from sins can love God, thus the absence of the notion of love in spiritual life;
- if anyone else speaks of love for God they are in “the spiritual delusion” and pride;
- any compassion for suffering Christ is an offence of God;
- the reality of a personal relationship with Jesus Christ here and now is unspoken so as the necessity of pursuing such a personal relationship;
- the Eucharist is not perceived as the direct union of the believer with Jesus Christ and therefore the staple of the Christian life;
- Palamism is the essence of the Eastern Orthodoxy, it is the purest Orthodoxy possible;
- Palamism is the teaching of the ancient Church Fathers about theosis;
- Roman Catholics are in spiritual delusion because their prayer is “soulful” = with emotions;
- Roman Catholic spirituality is all about Christ the Man, they neglect Christ the Son of God.
- the monastic life is the only way to match the Christian ideal;
- real prayer must be passionless and non-emotional;
- spiritual life is about repentance and fasting singularly for the sake of purifying oneself from sins;
- only the “perfect” = those totally pure from sins can love God, thus the absence of the notion of love in spiritual life;
- if anyone else speaks of love for God they are in “the spiritual delusion” and pride;
- any compassion for suffering Christ is an offence of God;
- the reality of a personal relationship with Jesus Christ here and now is unspoken so as the necessity of pursuing such a personal relationship;
- the Eucharist is not perceived as the direct union of the believer with Jesus Christ and therefore the staple of the Christian life;
- Palamism is the essence of the Eastern Orthodoxy, it is the purest Orthodoxy possible;
- Palamism is the teaching of the ancient Church Fathers about theosis;
- Roman Catholics are in spiritual delusion because their prayer is “soulful” = with emotions;
- Roman Catholic spirituality is all about Christ the Man, they neglect Christ the Son of God.
What is astonishing
here is how the modern EO teaching on Christian
life with its roots in Palamism is impossible to
discuss without talking simultaneously about
animosity to the RC. The modern EOC seems to
define itself as not anything that it
perceives that the RC church is? How
otherwise could “prayer without emotions” be
defended if not through the notion that RC are
deluded = their way of a prayer is a delusion =
thus ours is correct? – Because if the Church
Fathers insisted that only the “non-emotional
prayer” was correct so as non-emotional ascetic
life then it would be enough to refer to their
works on this topic. But the teaching of
“non-emotional prayer” and of castrating ones
soul is simply contrary to the very spirit of
the Fathers of the Church as we shall see next,
in their own words.
The Church Fathers about theosis
The Church Fathers about theosis
But first, for the
purpose of giving voice to the prevalent modern
EOC teaching on spiritual life discussed in the
previous chapter I will provide a few quotes
from ‘Catholics and Catholicism’ by the EO
Metropolitan Veniamin (Fedchenkov) who by no
means was a marginal figure in the EOC. His
words encapsulate what one now hears in the EOC
on a daily basis.
“We say “do not
touch” [meaning the words “noli me tangere” of
Our Lord to St Mary Magdalene], they [Catholics]
– the opposite, “do touch”…There is swap here,
more precisely a certain weakness of a soul.
Catholicism is weakened and has a need in such
elementary means of excitement. But this is the
danger hidden here. The focus is not on the
centre of the salvation of one’s soul but on the
person of Christ; not on sins but on love for
Him – but this must be only for saintly already;
not on the spiritual transformation but on the
excitement of the soul that can be mixed with
neurosis, and with tears and joy of not a
spiritual kind; actually, this is called
spiritual delusion.”
“All this is not
that, not that. It is the spiritual infancy but
the infancy which imagines itself being close to
some heights of the mystical life in Christ. It
is how our babies are being taught: “Look, dear,
they are beating Him, the Kind One!” And the
“baby” is crying. But to the spiritual ones
(although they are women) the Lord says: “Do not
cry about Me but about yourselves, or “noli me
tangere” or “do not try by the action of feeling
the wounds in the body to catch the Spirit”, -
it is to apostle Thomas. With us, the Orthodox,
it is different: if you have a thought of the
suffering of the Saviour then immediately,
without stopping in imagination even for a
minute on the physical aspect of His suffering,
immediately move your attention to your sinful
soul and sigh “about yourself”: “Lord, forgive
me the sinner!” This is the centre of our psyche
because the Lord came for our sake, He is “the
path” thus one must go towards the purpose for
which He came down – the salvation of our souls:
“do not cry about Me but cry about yourself.”
“They (Catholics)
forget that the apostles “cried” i.e. were very
upset before parting with Him: “Now your hearts
are sorrowful. But I say to you the truth: it is
better for you if I go because if I do not go
the Comforter will not come to you; if I go I
will send Him to you.” (Jn. 16: 6-7). Hence, the
end of all business of Christ and the purpose of
all atonement (from incarnation to suffering) is
sending the grace of the Holy Spirit… All the
rest is just the path “I am the Path”, - said
about Himself Christ the Saviour.”
I cannot help but
note that “, the purpose of all atonement (from
incarnation to suffering) is sending the grace
of the Holy Spirit” is not the Christian =
Church Fathers theology; here as everywhere the
neglect of the Humanity of Our Lord (so as the
opposite tendency) immediately produces an
aberrant theology. The author is oblivious to
the absurdity of the opposing “the centre of the
salvation of one’s soul” to “the person of
Christ”. I say away with the salvation without
Christ then!
Below are the quotes
from the Church Fathers whom the Palamists claim
to be their predecessors. I am very aware of the
fact that, just like the Scriptures, the works
of the Church fathers can be used to back up
contrary ideas if taken out of the context of
the whole body of their works. For example, it
is possible to use single lines of St Maximus
the Confessor (and others) for justification of
the necessity of “vanquishing all passions” and
keeping the commandments perfectly before one
can hope to taste the love of God – and this is
what the proponents of this idea do. However,
they keep omitting the lines which state the
opposite and, even more importantly, the spirit
of the works of the Saints which is not the
spirit of a naked prohibition or “the asceticism
of minus”.
St Maximus the Confessor
St Maximus the Confessor
“If anyone desires
anything, he naturally strives to obtain it. Now
the divine is incomparably better and more
desirable than all good and desirable things.
What great zeal, then should we show to obtain
what is good and desirable by nature![9]
“Great zeal” is the
activity of the soul, the passionate desire
which fuels the will to pursue God. One cannot
have zeal being devoid of emotions and
passionate desire.
“The one who loves
Christ thoroughfully imitates Him as much as he
can. (…) “The one who loves me will keep my
commandments”[10]
Here it is clearly
indicated that one cannot keep the commandments
for their sake alone but only if he loves
Christ; in fact the Saint quotes the words of
Christ on this matter. Love for Him is not only
the result of keeping the commandments but also
the reason to do so. Love feeds the
determination to keep the commandments and vice
versa; the degree of both increase together,
indefinitely.
One cannot try to imitate Christ if he does not admire Him/ does not feel an attraction to Him. It is impossible to imitate Christ without relating to Him as the Person. It is essentially falling in love with the Person and trying to be like Him. Furthermore:
“If we sincerely love God we can cast out the passions by this very love. Love for him means to prefer him to the world and the soul to the body. It means to despise worldly things and to devote oneself continually to him through self-mastery, love, prayer, psalmody and so forth.[11]
One cannot try to imitate Christ if he does not admire Him/ does not feel an attraction to Him. It is impossible to imitate Christ without relating to Him as the Person. It is essentially falling in love with the Person and trying to be like Him. Furthermore:
“If we sincerely love God we can cast out the passions by this very love. Love for him means to prefer him to the world and the soul to the body. It means to despise worldly things and to devote oneself continually to him through self-mastery, love, prayer, psalmody and so forth.[11]
“The Lord is called
light and life and resurrection and truth. He is
light as the brightness of souls and as the one
who drives away the darkness of ignorance, as
the one who enlightens the mind to understand
unutterable things, as the one who reveals
mysteries which can be perceived only by the
pure. He is life as the one who grants to souls
who love the Lord the movement proper for divine
things.”[12]
Jesus Christ
here is the guide of each soul which desires to
follow Him, from the very beginning
(purification) to divine revelations; He is also
One who induces in a soul the desire for God.
Next, on the passions:
“Q. Are the passions evil in themselves or do they become so when used in an evil way? I am speaking of pleasure, grief, desire, fear, and the rest.
R. These passions, and the rest as well, were not originally created together with human nature… The passions, moreover, become good in those who are spiritually earnest once they have separated them from corporeal objects and used them to gain possession of heavenly things. For instance, they can turn desire into the appetitive movement of the mind’s longing for divine things, or pleasure into the unadulterated joy of the mind when enticed toward divine gifts, or fear into cautious concern for imminent punishment for sins committed, or grief into corrective repentance of a present evil. (…) The spiritually earnest use the passions to destroy a present or anticipated evil, and to embrace and hold to virtue and knowledge. Thus, as I have already suggested, the passions become good when they are used by those who “take every thought captive in order to obey Christ” (2 Cor 10:5).”[13]
“Q. Are the passions evil in themselves or do they become so when used in an evil way? I am speaking of pleasure, grief, desire, fear, and the rest.
R. These passions, and the rest as well, were not originally created together with human nature… The passions, moreover, become good in those who are spiritually earnest once they have separated them from corporeal objects and used them to gain possession of heavenly things. For instance, they can turn desire into the appetitive movement of the mind’s longing for divine things, or pleasure into the unadulterated joy of the mind when enticed toward divine gifts, or fear into cautious concern for imminent punishment for sins committed, or grief into corrective repentance of a present evil. (…) The spiritually earnest use the passions to destroy a present or anticipated evil, and to embrace and hold to virtue and knowledge. Thus, as I have already suggested, the passions become good when they are used by those who “take every thought captive in order to obey Christ” (2 Cor 10:5).”[13]
Finally, on the
process of the reordering (not vanquishing) of
all three parts of a human being:
“The soul moves
according to reason when the concupiscible part
is ruled by self-restraint, when the irascible
part turns away from sin and attains to charity,
and when reason directs itself to God through
prayer and spiritual knowledge”[14]
St Makarios the Great:
“As one possessed
and burning with a fever loathes and rejects the
sweetest food or drink that you offer him,
because he burns with the fever and is
vehemently exercised by it, so those who burn
with the heavenly, sacred, solemn longing of the
Spirit, and are smitten in soul with love of the
love of God, and are vehemently exercised by the
divine and heavenly fire which the Lord came to
send upon the earth, and desire that it should
speedily be kindled, and are aflame with the
heavenly longing for Christ, these, as we said
before, consider all the glorious things of this
age contemptible and hateful by reason of the
fire of the love of Christ, which holds them
fast and inflames them and burns them with a
Godward disposition and with the heavenly good
things of love; from which love nothing of all
that are in heaven and earth and under the earth
shall be able to separate them, as the apostle
Paul testified, saying, Who shall separate us
from the love of Christ? And what follows.”[15]
The discourse is so
passionate that it is capable of inflaming a
reader with the fire of zeal for God. If a
reader does not have love for God yet s/he may
“contract” the “stirring for God” which is
necessary for engaging in sustained spiritual
practice.
St Dionysius the
Areopagite:
“What about the
soul? Is it the cause of evil, in the same way
that fire is the cause of warmth? Does the soul
fill its neighbourhood with evil? Or is it the
case that while the nature of the soul is good
its activities are sometimes of one kind,
sometimes of another? If its being is by nature
evil, where does its being come from? Does it
come from the good creative Cause of everything?
But if this is where it comes from, how can it
be essentially evil, since all of the offspring
of this Cause is good? If, however, the evil
resides in its activities, this is not something
fixed unalterably, for where else are the
virtues located if it does not adapt itself also
to good? What we are left with is this, namely
that evil is a weakness and a deficiency of the
Good.”[16]
“So, I hope that my discourse will be guided by Christ, by my Christ, if I may put it this way…”[17]
To sum up, the quoited Church Fathers speak not about destruction of the desires, emotions, and other activities of the body and soul but about reordering them. Their teaching cannot be understood without the word “love”, for God and for others and fact of an ardent love of God for each soul. Their spirit is entirely contrary to the text of Metropolitan Veniamin given immediately before them. The major, striking difference is that their teachings are not about some impersonal salvation but about turning to Jesus Christ the Person whom they know intimately and whom they love with all their souls.
“So, I hope that my discourse will be guided by Christ, by my Christ, if I may put it this way…”[17]
To sum up, the quoited Church Fathers speak not about destruction of the desires, emotions, and other activities of the body and soul but about reordering them. Their teaching cannot be understood without the word “love”, for God and for others and fact of an ardent love of God for each soul. Their spirit is entirely contrary to the text of Metropolitan Veniamin given immediately before them. The major, striking difference is that their teachings are not about some impersonal salvation but about turning to Jesus Christ the Person whom they know intimately and whom they love with all their souls.
The response to
those words is usually the following: those
people are saints and you are nothing; you
cannot love God. I will deal with this statement
later, after the quotes from another Church
Father, one whom the Palamites consider to be
their proto-teacher. St Simeon the New
Theologian spoke about his mystical experience
of divine light at length, about asceticism and
supposedly described the technique of the
hesychastic prayer including the body position
and so on[18].
However, he also wrote the following:
“If
you have not discerned that the eye of your mind
has been opened,
And that it has seen the light;
If you have not perceived the sweetness of the Godhead;
If you have not been personally enlightened by the Holy Spirit…
If you have not sensed that your heart has been cleansed
And has shone with luminous reflections;
If, contrary to all expectation, you have not discovered the Christ within yourself;
If you have not been stupefied, at your vision of the divine beauty;
And have not become oblivious of human nature
When you saw yourself so totally transfigured…..
Then tell me – how is it that you dare to make any statement at all about God?”[19]
If one is really determined these lines can be interpreted as “shut up unless you had experienced God” and such experience, as it was stated above, “is just for the saints” – St Simeon is one of them. I am saying this for the sake of showing how absolutely everything, even the most inspired words can be interpreted in a way which does not enrich the soul (and the Church) but only deadens the spirit. Actually, St Simeon held the opposite view:
And that it has seen the light;
If you have not perceived the sweetness of the Godhead;
If you have not been personally enlightened by the Holy Spirit…
If you have not sensed that your heart has been cleansed
And has shone with luminous reflections;
If, contrary to all expectation, you have not discovered the Christ within yourself;
If you have not been stupefied, at your vision of the divine beauty;
And have not become oblivious of human nature
When you saw yourself so totally transfigured…..
Then tell me – how is it that you dare to make any statement at all about God?”[19]
If one is really determined these lines can be interpreted as “shut up unless you had experienced God” and such experience, as it was stated above, “is just for the saints” – St Simeon is one of them. I am saying this for the sake of showing how absolutely everything, even the most inspired words can be interpreted in a way which does not enrich the soul (and the Church) but only deadens the spirit. Actually, St Simeon held the opposite view:
“Do
not say that without His presence it is possible
to be saved.
Do not say that one can possess the Spirit
Even if one is not consciously aware of it.
Do not say that God cannot be seen by human beings.
Do not say that humans may never see the light of God;
Or at least that it is not possible for this generation.
My friends this is never impossible.
It is more than possible – for those who desire it.”[20]
Do not say that one can possess the Spirit
Even if one is not consciously aware of it.
Do not say that God cannot be seen by human beings.
Do not say that humans may never see the light of God;
Or at least that it is not possible for this generation.
My friends this is never impossible.
It is more than possible – for those who desire it.”[20]
According to St Simeon’s teaching, the direct
experience of God cannot be earned by any
ascetic means but given by God freely to those
He chooses and those who desire it,
irrespectively of the state of their souls. The
profound, tearful repentance caused by the
sudden ugly sight of the own soul in a contrast
with the beauty and love of God is the doorway
to the life in progressive communion with God.
It does not cease on the highest stages of
spiritual life; the process of purification and
illumination are simultaneous, the fuller the
experience of God the more intolerable are ones
imperfections. This “sensible” = sensing God
path is for all Christians; it is possible
because God is Love, forever bending down to a
tiny pitiful creature.
The light which the Saint had been experiencing for all his life he identified as light of Christ, light of Holy Spirit, light of God (on the several occasions the voice of God identified Himself): it is certainly not a non-personal manifestation. It feels stupid to state the obvious but I will, that the man who wrote “I was searching for Him Whom I desired, Whom loved, Whose beauty wounded me, and I was enflamed, was burning, all overtaken by the fire” about Christ and “ravished in Christ’s bridal chamber” about own soul had personal relationship with Christ, in the Eucharist and otherwise.
The light which the Saint had been experiencing for all his life he identified as light of Christ, light of Holy Spirit, light of God (on the several occasions the voice of God identified Himself): it is certainly not a non-personal manifestation. It feels stupid to state the obvious but I will, that the man who wrote “I was searching for Him Whom I desired, Whom loved, Whose beauty wounded me, and I was enflamed, was burning, all overtaken by the fire” about Christ and “ravished in Christ’s bridal chamber” about own soul had personal relationship with Christ, in the Eucharist and otherwise.
Hence, according to the Church Fathers quoted
above, the centre of Christian life is Christ;
the holy communion is the mystical union with
Him; a spiritual life is not just about the
naked ascetic practice but also about love for
God and experience of God; some stirring/
desire/ love for God is not the final result of
ascetic practice but is present in the beginning
already in some form because without it progress
is impossible; speaking of love for God is not
“spiritual delusion”; emotions and feelings and
passions are not innately evil. And the most
important thing: Christian life is about
entering into a personal relationship with God,
the Holy Trinity, through Jesus Christ, and all
the rest (including ascetics) is done for the
sake of this and because of this. On the
other hand, ascetics and other attempts to lift
oneself up are useless without this relationship
as a singular purpose in mind. Furthermore, done
for their own sake they are an offence to God.
I
have no choice but to conclude that this set of
beliefs regarding spiritual life which is
dominant in the modern EOC and which I
tentatively labelled as the off-shoot of St
Palamas’ doctrine does not continue the teaching
of the Church Fathers but is its aberration.
Shifting the focus from Christ and the
relationship with Him to elsewhere immediately
changed the Christian path to God into something
impersonal and detached that reminds one of the
eastern spiritual disciplines with their focus
on one’s own efforts of self-perfection. It also
acquired self-centred, not Christ-centred,
qualities – all this despite ‘the Jesus Prayer’.
It has a somewhat cold, fearful and petrified
spirit, not at all like the vibrant and fiery
spirit of the Fathers and the Scriptures.
On this disturbing point, that these practices
and customs of the modern EOC are not the
Tradition but the deviation and that a common
believer has no choice but ignore them, to
educate himself and to attempt to connect to Our
Lord despite them, I was going to finish. But
then something else popped up, far more
disturbing. Thus I will have to return to the
Early Church again because that “something” is
impossible to see without holding the whole
history of the Church, even extremely
simplified, in a mind.
Looking from afar: the
loops of logic
The faithful of the Early Church received
communion almost daily. They had various
spiritual manifestations of their connection
with Jesus Christ (visions etc). The Church
Fathers followed the same rule and reinforced it
in their writings. That was the time when all
utmost dogmas – Christological and Trinitarian
were defined. “The Church is guided by Holy
Spirit” is an accepted understanding of how the
Church formulated dogmas and other matters of
the faith. Interestingly, those two periods of
Church history, “primitive” meaning no work on
dogmas yet and then “dogmatic/ intellectual” of
the Church Fathers have one things common:
Christ is the centre of everyone’s mind and
heart, communion is frequent and understood as
direct union with Him, the mystical experiences
are Christocentric.
An important thing: when some modern believers
in the ROC MP attempt to advocate the practice
of frequent communion referring to the practices
of the early Church the common response is that
they were saints, martyrs, and Church Fathers
and therefore worthy to commune with Christ.
What is truly stunning here is that Holy
Communion which is the starting point of the
personal relationship with Christ is not seen
here as the source of the wisdom, sanctity and
strength for martyrdom. The cause and effect are
swapped. Early Christians partook communion to
be with the Lord and this action sanctified them
so they bore abundant fruit. Modern believers
are required first to “pull themselves up to
God” to deserve the frequent communion and the
relationship with the Lord. This is of course
contrary to the words of the Lord Himself.
Returning to church history, Christianity
becoming the state religion brought the gradual
deterioration of the Eucharistic practices
laying the foundation for the modern perversion
(that is not so modern, I am using this word for
convenience of generalization). This is when
various signs of the separation of the believers
from the Holiest of the Holy began appearing
like the gradual covering from sight of the
altar, “silent” Eucharistic prayers and so on.
This is the time of the beginning of the
division of the Body of Christ into the active
conductors of the Liturgy (presbyters) and
passive recipients (laity). I am writing about
the essence of the process and not going to
argue with the “letter of the law” type of
response, that all the members of the Church are
still the “priests”, because the practice is the
only things which matters to a common believer.
Something of the utmost importance is taking a
place here. According to the historical sources,
the altar on which the sacrifice is made becomes
hidden from the common believers and the prayers
which accompany it become “silent” because the
clergy wanted to restore the sense of the Holy
among believers. The majority of newly converted
did so not out of a personal conviction about
the truth of the faith in Christ which promises
the restoration of personal, like before the
Fall relationship with God (including in the
sacraments) but because Christianity became a
state religion. Naturally, they did not have the
sense of reverence for what was happening in the
altar. They would, however, have a universal
sense of something being sacred if it is hidden,
not readily accessible to the common and given
rarely. So the curtain on the pillars before the
altar was installed, then the border with the
icons, then – iconostasis with the altar doors
remaining mostly open at first and then – mostly
closed. The communion also became less frequent
and less conscious since the Eucharistic prayers
were “silent”. The original lack of the
personal zeal for Christ among the newly
converted caused the whole Church to adjust
their practises accordingly. As the result,
the very practices which induce and feed the
zeal for Christ – the Eucharistic practices –
were lost for all but clergy.
I
think what is clearly seen here is that the
reception of Holy Communion requires from a
believer a personal approach to Christ. Plainly
speaking, a believer must know Who is the one in
the sacrament and must desire to be united with
Him. He must already have some knowledge of Him
through the various means the Church can provide
him with so the communion for him would be
indeed the Body and Blood and the Soul and the
Divinity and the whole Person of the Saviour. I
mean here more the emotional response than the
dry theological knowledge. This personal
attitude produces the need for frequent
communion and the frequent communion expands the
knowledge of Jesus Christ ever more. Remove the
personal part and the rest will inevitably
deteriorate and eventually will become
“compensated” for by something secondary like
preoccupation with the ritual or extreme
asceticism or intellectual speculations for
their own sake. And this is what happened
together with division inside the Church.
In the following centuries, both in the West and
the East the Eucharistic practice continued
deteriorating. The language, of the Liturgy and
of the Scriptures was becoming unintelligible
for the common people in the West; in the East
the Liturgy itself was becoming unintelligible
because of the abnormal overgrowth of its
secondary elements and the exceeding opulence.
The desire to be with Christ which the common
life in the Church could no longer foster and
support caused the mystical movements, ranging
from single mystics with a few disciples to the
formation of the whole monastic orders. As a
result, various schools of prayers and
asceticism were formed.
I
am speaking extremely broadly. Firstly, there is
no place here for mentioning the nuances of the
process; secondly, it is not necessary because a
modern believer in the EOC has to deal with the
outcome of this process here and now and this
outcome is very much in a line with what was
described in the previous paragraph: the Church
does not teach and does not provide the means
for forming a relationship with Christ the
Person backing up her practice by the
“Tradition”/ “Church Fathers”. Here is an
amazing “loop of logic” which is impossible to
overcome otherwise but by the thirst for Christ:
we cannot commune frequently and without
formalistic confession as ancient Christians did
because they were holy and we are not; we must
commune as the nominal converts to the state
religion because it is the Church Tradition –
are you a saint that you want to commune
frequently? This is a truly brain-numbing
exercise and the only way out of it is to
answer: “Yes!! I want, not because I am a saint
but because I want Him!” But here is another
peril of the “loop of logic”: “Who are you to
want Him, a saint? – only the saints can know
Him.” Please pause for a minute to consider this
answer so it would sink into your soul. This is
a very impersonal answer, like there is no one
speaking to no one and thinking of no One. It
denies both the person of the believer
who has desire for the Lord not out of her
supposed “sanctity = pride” but out of her
feeling of her own incompleteness brought to her
conscious awareness by the presence of the Lord
in the Church, and it also denies the desire of
Jesus Christ to bring her to Himself and
complete her. The zeal of a believer for
communion with Christ looks alien to the Church
where an impersonal attitude to Christ is a
norm.
If one turns to the words of Jesus on the matter
of relating to Him, in communion and otherwise,
the answer is straightforward (quoted by
memory): “do not forbid them to come to Me”,
“who does not eat the flesh of the Son of Man
and does not drinks His blood does not have
eternal life”, “I am the Way, nobody comes to
the Father but through me”, “let anyone who is
thirsty come to Me and drink”, “I am the
grapevine and you are the branches, you cannot
do anything without Me”, “abide in Me”, “remain
in my Love”, “I and my Father will come to him
and supper with him” etc. The words of Our Lord
are all about joining up with Him, being in
intimate relationship with Him. The apostles,
especially apostle Paul, affirm this vigorously
and boldly. On the top of this, the Old
Testament that was written before the
incarnation of the Son of God already proclaims
such a degree of the personal relationship of
God and His people and God with the soul that
its uses spousal terms, that it is “one flesh”.
The incarnation is the personal relationship of
God with us. So as atonement and redemption. So
as resurrection. So as Jesus Christ “with us,
until the end of the age”. So as theosis which
began in the very moment of incarnation
transforming human nature and creation. A person
learns about this fact and become baptized to
enter in the unfolding fullness of the
relationship with the Son of Man and Son of God
and via Him with the Holy Trinity, partaking
communion and allowing Christ to work within him
to bring him to Himself. Whatever a person does
like prayer, fasting, ascetic exercise etc he
does it only for the sake of greater closeness
to Christ to Whom, ideally, a believer must
surrender his will. The tortures of
“self-purifying” described in the ascetic
literature are nothing else but the corrupted
human body and soul suffering in the proximity
of Jesus Christ. But, because the soul tastes
the love of God for her and develops love for
Him she continues to endure, falling more and
more in love with Christ. This is theosis which
is not the purpose of some practice but rather
something that happens as the result of
surrendering to God. And, exactly as St Simeon
the New Theologian points out, usually the soul
receives “the dart of love” (the term of another
mystic, St John of the Cross) from God and then
searches for Him enduring anything for the sake
of seeing Him.
What I said is not my invention but the
universal experience of the Church, before the
Schism. How then it can be that so much of the
modern EOC is denying its own origins? It may be
argued that the EOC is extremely conservative
and afraid to change a single letter in the
mountain of tradition it has accumulated.
However, this cannot explain a certain
illogical coherency of the denial which can
be understood only if we assume that it is
important for the EOC to defend its practices
even if they contradict the Scriptures and the
early Tradition because it allows EOC to
maintain that she is the only true Church – not
out of any positive argument but out of the
reference to what it is not.
Here is the weightiest issue which the string of
my simple enquiry about the grounds for the
superiority of the emotionless prayer brought to
the surface, the role of the Palamism in fanning
the division between the Eastern and Western
Churches. I am writing this just as I understood
it with a concern only for the situation of a
common believer.
We have had the practice of using
‘the Jesus Prayer’ in the Early Church in
different variations for the sake of keeping
attention on God. Later a Western author, a
follower of St Dionysius Areopagite, in the
‘Cloud of Unknowing’ speaks about using the word
‘God’ or ‘Love’ in an affective prayer. No one
made a doctrine out of this, and also of the
various mystical experiences of the Lord. No one
also made a doctrine out of the light of
Transfiguration,
perhaps because it was
not just the light but the light with
which the face of Christ was shining and His
raiment glowing. It was, as I said above,
the light in Christ and with Christ, not the
light of the disappeared Christ. And then the
voice of God the Father spoke “this is my Son,
the beloved, listen to Him”[21].
Instead of doctrines on the light of Christ we
have the dogmas and doctrines about Jesus
Christ, Holy Trinity, and treatises on Holy
Communion.
Then the Schism happened in 1054. Although with
time it became clearer to me that the politics
of empire were the major reasons for this
historical event, I thought that the major
reason for keeping the division now was the
filioque and the papacy. However, recently I
came across the statement, made within the EOC,
that the doctrine of St Gregory Palamas is the
major reason against the re-union, even now, and
not the filoque. The modern followers of this
doctrine within the EOC claim that the RC
church, by not accepting their doctrine of the
uncreated energies of God, denies that it is
possible to experience/ to know God and thus
cuts itself off from the experience and
knowledge of God. The RC then can only
intellectually speculate but cannot know God
experientially; its theology is only
speculative. This rang to me as contrary to the
teaching of the Church Fathers and Jesus Christ
Himself because if one embraces the
understanding of the Eucharist as communion with
Jesus Christ Son of Man and God, and also the
Trinitarian doctrine how then can they insist
that a person in communion with God through the
Eucharist is cut off from the immediate
experiential knowledge of God? This notion, of
the RC being cut off from the direct knowledge
of God because of their failure to accept
Palamas’ doctrine is still in used now.
Instead what I observe is that the implicit
denial of the Eucharist as the primary source of
the immediate knowledge of God/ union with God
in Palamism was followed by the adoption in the
EOC of new traditions and customs which are
contrary to the Tradition of the Early Church.
And here I am coming to the most mind-blowing
point: what if the refusal of the modern EOC to
consider that any of her latest traditions and
customs may be incorrect (even harmful) is based
on the impossibility to do so without losing its
grounds for defining itself as not the RC church
(the Church cut off from knowledge of God) and
thus compromising the doctrine of St Gregory?
For example, paying more attention to the
suffering Christ would mean “becoming RC” =
anti-palamist = devoid of experience and
knowledge of God. Admitting that the affective
prayer is legitimate means the same. Whatever
adjustment is made it compromises Palamism as
the only path of theosis and, consequentially,
the notion that only a Palamite EOC has the
living knowledge of God. And even worse: what
if the refusal of those in the EOC to consider
that any of these later traditions may be
incorrect or harmful may also be caused by the
fear that if they begin renounce traditions
which bar the way of people to Christ the Person
then they will have to admit that the doctrine
of St Gregory indeed had the “impersonal seed”
and, instead of bringing people to the direct
knowledge of God it has served to separate them
from Him?
Those suppositions, however wild and disturbing,
provide some logical explanation for what is
otherwise a bizarre thing. How otherwise can one
explain the (passionate) denial of the
authenticity of the mystical experiences of RC
saints even when those experiences do not
contradict the Church Tradition and even closely
resemble the experiences of EO saints? How can
one explain the denial and mockery of
everything that is RC, even evidently good
things? How can all this go on for the price of
an implicit denial of the Tradition of the Early
Church and the Scriptures? How otherwise can one
explain statements like this:
“All this is not
that, not that. It is the spiritual infancy but
the infancy which imagines itself being close to
some heights of the mystical life in Christ. It
is how our babies are being taught: “Look, dear,
they are beating Him, the Kind One!” And the
“baby” is crying. But to the spiritual ones
(although they are women) the Lord says: “Do not
cry about Me but about yourselves, or “noli me
tangere” or “do not try by the action of feeling
the wounds in the body to catch the Spirit”, -
it is to apostle Thomas. With us, the Orthodox,
it is different: if you have a thought of the
suffering of the Saviour then immediately,
without stopping in imagination even for a
minute on the physical aspect of His suffering,
immediately move your attention to your sinful
soul and sigh “about yourself”: “Lord, forgive
me the sinner!” This is the centre of our psyche
because the Lord came for our sake, He is “the
path” thus one must go towards the purpose for
which He came down – the salvation of our souls:
“do not cry about Me but cry about yourself.”
“We say “do not
touch” [meaning the words “noli me tangere” of
Our Lord to St Mary Magdalene], they [Catholics]
– the opposite, “do touch”…There is swap here,
more precisely a certain weakness of a soul.
Catholicism is weakened and has a need in such
elementary means of excitement. But this is the
danger hidden here. The focus is not on the
centre of the salvation of one’s soul but on the
person of Christ; not on sins but on love
for Him – but this must be only for saintly
already; not on the spiritual transformation but
on the excitement of the soul that can be mixed
with neurosis, and with tears and joy of not a
spiritual kind; actually, this is called
spiritual delusion.”
This is a sad
example of how a believer in an attempt to
become “spiritual” loses, out of his
faithfulness to the aberrant tradition, the
ability of the soul to feel compassion without
calculating whether it will give him some
spiritual benefit of not. It is like if someone
tried to build the house not on the solid
foundation of the soul but going up straight to
the roof – the spirit, putting just a few bricks
in the “soul department”. The whole house falls
apart and all he is left with is “the focus on
the centre of the salvation of one’s soul but
not on the Person of Christ”, i.e. with the
focus in his own person, not Christ.
What is the worse in
those words and the whole story is that the EOC,
by being preoccupied with defining itself as
“the only Church which has experiential
knowledge of God” appears not only to lose the
knowledge of Christ the Person but also to bar
to others the way to Him.
PS
Where have
you hidden,
Beloved, and left me moaning?
You fled like the stag
after wounding me;
I went out calling you, but you were gone.
(…)
In the inner wine cellar
I drank of my Beloved, and, when I went abroad
through all this valley,
I no longer knew anything,
and lost the herd that I was following.[22]
Beloved, and left me moaning?
You fled like the stag
after wounding me;
I went out calling you, but you were gone.
(…)
In the inner wine cellar
I drank of my Beloved, and, when I went abroad
through all this valley,
I no longer knew anything,
and lost the herd that I was following.[22]
*
Love came down, as is its way,
In the appearance of a luminous cloud.
I saw it fasten on me and settle on my head.
And it made me cry out, for I was so afraid;
Thus it flew away, and left me alone.
Love came down, as is its way,
In the appearance of a luminous cloud.
I saw it fasten on me and settle on my head.
And it made me cry out, for I was so afraid;
Thus it flew away, and left me alone.
Then how ardently
I searched after it;
And suddenly, completely,
I was conscious of it present in my heart,
Like a heavenly body.
I saw it like the disc of the sun . . .
It closed me off from the visible,
And joined me to invisible things.
It gave me the grace to see the Uncreated[23]
And suddenly, completely,
I was conscious of it present in my heart,
Like a heavenly body.
I saw it like the disc of the sun . . .
It closed me off from the visible,
And joined me to invisible things.
It gave me the grace to see the Uncreated[23]
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[1]
Further referred as the EOC.
[2]
John 14:6.
[3]
Russian Orthodox Church, Moscow
Patriarchate.
[4]
Archbishop Chrysostomos, ‘Orthodox
and Roman Catholic Relations from the
Fourth Crusade to the Hesychastic
Controversy’.
[5]
Over the years I came across a few
priests who spoke of this. Such people
are a tiny drop and an exception; a
common believer may spend decades before
discovering them.
[6]
Eastern Orthodox.
[7]
Roman Catholic.
[8]
Luke 10:27
[9]
St Maximus the Confessor, ‘The Four
Hundred Chapters on Love’, I. 43.
[10]
ibid, IV. 55.
[11]
Ibid, III. 50.
[12]
St Maximus the Confessor, ‘Chapters on
Knowledge’ I.70.
[13]
St Maximus the Confessor, On the
Utility of the Passions, ‘On the
Cosmic Mystery of Jesus Christ’.
[14]
St Maximus the Confessor, ‘Centuries on
Love’ IV.15
[15]
St Makarios the Great, ‘Fifty
Spiritual Homilies’, Homily IX.
[16]
St Dionysius the Areopagite, ‘The Divine
Names’, IV.30.
[17]
Ibid, ‘The Celestial Hierarchy’
[18]
‘On
the Three Methods of Prayer’ is
attributed to St Simeon.
[19]
St Simeon the New Theologian, ‘Hymns of
Divine Eros’, Hymn 21.
[20]
Ibid, Hymn 27.
[21]
Mark 9:7
[22]
St John nof the Cross, ‘Songs between
the soul and the Bridegroom’
[23]
St Simeon the New Theologian, ‘Hymns of
Divine Eros’, Hymn 17.
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